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Yea well it's been a kind of confusing couple of days....but I figured out who I really like......and Im soo over him....I realized the guy I liekd was there all along I just didn't think of him in that way...yea soo my weekend is booked.....I can't stop thinking about him...<3
Love. whoa, such a confusing word and feeling. sometimes you just want to give up, and say fuck it, it`s not worth it. love isn`t about kissing or hugging, or even being with that person as much as you can. it`s about the feelings behind the actions, or the feelings you get from single touch. the times when he brushes the hair out of your face, and you just know everything`s perfect, and you wouldn`t change a thing. wanting that person to be happy, and sacrificing your own happiness for it; that`s a true act of love. if you feel the need to be with them all the time, or constantly talk to them, than it`s not love. love isn`t jealous. love is being able to lay there with that person, with your eyes closed, just holding each other, and getting those huge chills down your spine, like an electrical shock when they touch you. or when you kiss, and time seems to freeze. you`d risk your own happiness for that person, just to know that they`re living their life the way they want to, with no worries. if you let go, and that person comes back to you, then it was meant to be. love means having to say sorry many times, but meaning it sincerely. it`s seeing the imperfect person perfectly. sometimes you try to trick yourself, that it isn`t really there, but eventually, it`ll catch up with you like a slap in the face, and finally make you realize, " damn. it really was there". don`t try to hide from your feelings, you won`t get very far, it`s like having that person whisper in your ear, and it sends chills down your spine, and you can`t help but smile. the times when you fight, but within half an hour, everything`s okay. when their voice lingers in your ears, and you just calm down by the sound of it. don`t hold the person so close that you`re smothering them, if it`s really there, that person will always be yours. it`s better to love and get hurt, then never to have loved at all. as much as you try to convince yourself that you don`t need them, eventually you`ll realize you do, and you`ll wonder how you lived without them. they have your heart, and without them, yes, at times you will feel incomplete. it`s not about the sex, it`s about the feelings behind the actions. believe me, you`ll just know when you are, you just will.you just want to go up to them, hold them in your arms and look them in the eye while saying,
" baby, i love you, and i need you in my life".
BlaHH..a surVey[[I think im gunna have one for every entry..not sure]]
I AM: bored
I THINK: I’m going insane.
I KNOW: My ABC’s.
I WANT: No drama, and a hug.
I HAVE: Clothes on. lol
I WISH: I could do what I want, and drive.
I HATE: How I sometimes change myself for other people.
I MISS: The days where everything was easy, boys + girls had cooties, and I also miss the days where everyone at least got along and didn’t bitch 24/7.
I FEAR: As of right now, nothing.
I HEAR: The washing machine.
I SEARCH: For something to do, and a non-asshole boyfriend when I’m ready.
I WONDER: Where I’ll be in 10 years.
I REGRET: Nothing.
I LOVE: Myself…(I’m not conceited.), Friends, + Family.
I ACHE: To be held in someone’s arms… I have an urge… I don’t know why.
I CARE: About people, even though sometimes I don’t always show it.
I ALWAYS: Try to look on the bright sides of situations.
I AM NOT: Going to change myself for anyone.
I DANCE: If I’m in the mood, otherwise I’m self conscious about it.
I SING: If I feel like it.
I CRY: Rarely.
I DO NOT ALWAYS: pick up my feet when i walk
I FIGHT: With my parents, my sister, my friends… I don’t know, I’m an instigator.
I WRITE: If I need to.
I WIN: Sometimes.
I LOSE: Ha. Sometimes.
I CONFUSE: A lot of people. Lol.
I LISTEN: To music.
I CAN USUALLY BE FOUND: In my room.
I NEED: A HUG AND A KISS DAMMIT! Lol… That’s only one of the things, I also need to just stop being such a bitch all the time.
I AM HAPPY ABOUT: stuff.
I SHOULD: go clean my room.lol
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